| Shiit, On Judgement Day I see my self in the sky Rollin' up on cloud nine With a smile Dressed in all white But can ya tell me is that just a fantasy? I actually do believe Heaven is my destiny Even though I've done so much wrong than I have right I've tried to pick my self up so I see that piercing light But if I ever happen to fall victim to the streets or another eerily master planned fatality Mom remember me I was once a problem child Born in the house of game Livin' through twists in the membrane I swear I felt like goin' insane Even words of comfort from close classmates Couldn't soothe the sharpening pain Sometimes I felt like committin' suicide See my hearse, tombstone and all The final resting place when I die But then I re thought the situation Put in my concentration and reversed to a whole 'nother destination But still I come to be at fault for livin' a double life full of sex, money, drugs and bigger scand-als I don't know if my recognition is really in heaven's golden arches Tell me what is my real predictions? Is my dreams clearin' trynna tell me somethin? I don't know what it could be Hopefully it's a life savin' nothin I've robbed so many people and shunned all the good friends Dress in all black run the streets until my life ends and te ironic part is that I'm only 16 live one life that is clean and the 2nd in a ghetto theme I understand I have to pay the consequences but if I get instant admission into the golden gateways than trust I'll start to envision Better days, kids laughin in the sun rays Chillin' in the shade fly BBQ's drinkin' lemonade Sunshine for hours and never once goin' tired No more cries and heart ache all our pains have suddenly expired But right now I feel so damaged I've got dirty hands their covered in sin They can't be salvaged I guess I'll have to keep tryin' my best To clean my life up for good But how much cleaner can a life get? I ask my self that sometimes but never reach an answer Will I be smoke addicted or die from breast cancer? Will I face God or the devil Will I be labeled as a half pardoned angel or a black hearted rebel? I don't know I guess I'll just continue to hustle my life away And wait faithfully *ON JUDGEMENT DAY* |
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