Aye mom, I've been meanin' to have a talk wit chu but now it's too late..I've been caught up wit a convicted killer and have finally met my fate Since the first day we got together I've been gettin' beat down Bruises and cuts on my skin Fallin out to the ground See I don't understand what happened between me and him The fire that kept this thing alive has finally went dim It seems like after a couple of months he's been changin up on me One minute he says that he hates me; the next minute he wants to love me Can you please tell me how did I get in this situation? Did I deserve this type of treatment? And the constant days of altercations? Please help me out cause I don't know what I should do and you bein' the woman I hope ur words are true Cause it seems like no matter how hard I try to get away he always finds me One time I swear he punched me in the face so hard it almost blinded me Went out in public wit a swollen eye, see Wit his hand in my hand He was walkin' right beside me All my life I've been searchin' for a real love like that Mary J. thing we can go higher than a couple of white doves; but obviously it wasn't meant to be Got me trapped inside this house of evil until I die G. Everywhere I go he gotta be there 2..I get beat up if I stay out too late you think that is fair? shooot, He won't let me leave the crib without his permission He calls me on the phone to see exactly what I've been gettin' in But I know I'm gettin' tired of all these cut marks, signs of strangulation and havin' to lie sayin "I fell in the dark" It's gettin' really outta hand Be bringin' all these females to the house I see he's smaller than a man He tells all the hoes that he's single Knowin' good n damn well he wit me Just wants to be free and go and mingle I can't take it no more I need somebody's constant guidance to get me the man I've been searchin' for Cause this one is DEFINITELY NOT for me, I can't let this young nigga be my destiny I need a man who will love me for me; make them groupie chicks jealous their faces be dark green Not a man who wants to use his fists and his voice to make physical, and verbal hits I don't need that I'm way too young I would rather live in a cardboard box or be stranded in the slums..To sum it up will u help me get free from this man with 8 different sides, an evil personality? Cause I know if we continue on together He'll be the death of me wanna see me gone? NEVA..He's really takin' alot out of me love, physically and mentally all of my energy This man has really gotta go I deserve alot better than this let's kick his ass out the do' Show him that I deserve to be loved...not beat on everyday by his ass I don't want him back..HELL NO |