i remeber.........how evrything was perfekt-this, no one............no one deserves this
i couldnt speak my THOUGHTS i wasnt real, i was LOST
feeling perfekt, i was zombified until star-CROSSED
wit my soulmate... a beautiful girl named SHARIAH
and she hit my path like a forest FIAH/fire...and i was on a drought so i couldnt DENY YA
i was in love wit this girl, obviously my DESIRE/desiah
destruction built but im BLIND didnt see them catioun LINES...
i asked that night y u was CRYIN u said cuz i love u but ik ur LYIN
u was thinkin bout how i had a GUN...and how i admitted ur the ONE
i gave up being a BUM to build somthin for u and my future SON, but
my mom was hospitelized and you DISSAPEARED...i drank all night n a voice APPEARED
it said jessie dont worry, they bolth are NEAR look in ur heart there is nothing to FEAR
the days passed and my dreams REMAINED...and on my head it RAINED
thinkin of childrens NAMES and evry shot starting to taste the SAME
i called you because i was SCARED....i knew i shouldnt have DARED
life is simply just not FAIR..i think bak to memories we SHARED
she wanted someone better n CLOSE...more willing to always undress those CLOTHES
i just wanted true love yet i only see a bullet in a 4-4 russin rouletts and BLOW
a hole in the floor cuz i was to PUSSY bad enough my dad thinks ima WOOSIE
now my entire lifes falling apart, like milk and a super chewy COOKIE |