Everyone loses their first battles pretty much, stay with it you've got potential to be crazy my dude. Always remember you can just start a new account, lol, so feel free to just learn on this account then make a new one to start rolling heads. Honestly? That's what I would do if I got back on as a new dude again, I have having all my losses from when I was a new cat on my page now that I'm WAYYY better.