SIMPLY on tha BILL this that ENTERTAINMENT straight attack,
Where I can lay every bitch single handedly on they back,
Inhaling lyrics spitting out rhymes composed in dime packs,
PERSERVERIANCE CLEARLY SOMETHING THIS ENTIRE LIFE LACKS,
It's like the serenity of spitting "I DO" in this life is being jacked,
I'm cracked but not smashed right through,
I'm lost but still got ma bearings and ma crew,
My family is splitting like tha filter from a spliff,
But I'll be dammed if ma soul gets stuck in this snow driff.
Two words to say and a lifetime to pray,
Funny how life at times seams to sway!
okay...
Like the bad end of a deal I got me a 14 year old brother,
How the fuck I explain to him that he wont always see his mother.
Father said love is love and fight for all it's worth,
How but eating ya words now Dad I'll remember this when I burry ya words in tha dirt.
Like a lock and key wit a dead bolt chain,
I will not allow this event to affect ma drama and add to ma pain.
Been in jail lost love of an ex,
Been having ma name slanged like rock in tha local papers text.
What's next I had to ask ma damn self,
Here dig a whole in that cemetary and take ya Grandfather off the shelf.
Dug ma grand daddys grave with a face too brave,
Now it seems like pain and depression own me like a Slave!
No shackles on ma feet no locks on ma wrist,
But for fuck sakes this life got me throwing up ma fists in fits.
I'm so sick of the pain I consume,
Like Ralph Lauren made me ma own DIASTER COLOGNE AND MATCHIN PERFUME!
I gotta vent this aint something you can prevent,
I'm pitching ma feelings like poles through a tent.
Mark been set... marks ready to go,
Like ma heart through ma chest call it SONY cause bitch it's about to EXPLODE.
Ya SIMPLY human he don't seem to be hard,
This time I'm saving the tough talk for tha men out on 10 in tha yard.
Walking through these valleys drowning in tha shadows of death,
I guess it's apparent as to why I LABELED MASELF SIMPLY underscore JEFF!
I'm not worried about how many bars this freestyle go,
I'm gone give it until ma heart sees ma selve and pulls a NO SHOW!
I'm feelin like a blender ma heart and brain are caught in a mix,
Feelin like shots been fired but I'm grazed and glazed stuck in 86!
Tha year after I was born 6 after that ma lil bro be here,
Seemed like that family I once had, had they vision on clear.
So how does love dissapate and dissapear,
I guess ma closure is comming close to appear!
Tribulations and anticipations fuck me up and set ma ass on fire,
So I'm running like flames but running outa gas maybe it's about time ma feelings retire!
Fuck I'm pissed so these keys I'm punching these punchlines with actually are droppin tears,
I've been keepin all this pain locked up in me for too many fucking years.
Fuck life they can't have me if life was a draft call be a draft dodger,
I'm taking old fasioned values and adding ma own spin like tha bring back of tha Dodge Charger!
Ma vocabs larger than most rollers paper stacks,
Ma styles hard to find you can't find it I dust ma tracks!
Someone call me out I gotta a lot more than just this to abuse,
I swear to GOD yah u hear me GOD I refuse to let this one blow like a cheap FUSE!
I've got ma emotions on showcase so feel free to critique,
But ma marks on ma heart are authentic bitch to this threads antique!
Laugh if you will for me being a real man,
Fuck it I guess ma parents and I have a different understanding on life and for damn sure A DIFFERENT FUCKING PLAN!